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bday and other crap

Mon Nov 2, 2009, 6:42 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: urmom moaning
  • Watching: urmom coming
  • Playing: with urmom tits
  • Eating: urmom
  • Drinking: urmom's body fluids
So yeah, can't sleep,turned 20 today but since it's almost 3am, technically it was yesterday. This was supposed to be a "happy" day but I've been feeling unhappy all day and it turned into the second worse bday ever. Mom was at a funeral of an uncle, dad didn't give a shit and pretty much everyone forgot about it, except for my aunt. I didn't care much, I'd rather being sleeping all day that being awake but even my dreams have been pretty awful lately, awful things happening between people that I know and are close to me, saying horrible things. Sometimes I wonder if they're right, in my head I have fears and thoughts that I'm a failure, that I'm not good enough or that I'll disappoint everyone. Well, that happened already, you should hear my mom " You're almost 20 and ain't worth a shit". I got stressed out and left home without telling a thing, of course I had my ass kicked when I arrived from school. I only feel well while sleeping, when I dream of him, I hear him calling me and I find comfort in his arms. Im so glad to have you,you can always cheer me up, only with a simple look or a smile. I wonder if he's thinking about me now, like I am thinking about him and it doesn't matter what people say, we will be together and I'll beat the crap out of anyone that tries to get in our way.

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  • Current Residence: Hell is a nice and warm place :V
  • Interests: reading, food, music, sleep 8D
  • Favourite movie: I don't have a favorite one o_o
  • Favourite band or musician: Blind Guardian,Stratovarius,Nightwish, Thousand Foot Krutch, Angra, Seether...bigass list 8V
  • Favourite genre of music: I like all kinds of music but I prefer heavy metal
  • Favourite poet or writer: Laura Gallego García and Robert Jordan
  • Favourite photographer: don't have one
  • Operating System: windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: something that plays music >_<
  • Shell of choice: wtf is that?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Something with dragons
  • Favourite game: Kingdom Hearts 2, Devil May Cry, Fire Emblem
  • Favourite gaming platform: Something that allows me to play a damn game u_ú
  • Favourite cartoon character: I don't watch cartoons -.-'
  • Personal Quote: The worse thing of madness is, without a doubt, to pretend to be sensible in a world of crazy people

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:iconkingoffetusland:
hello love, waiting for you to wake up ><

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